Battle Ready

"Self-Made"

No [x3]
Into the defect
The reason
The source
Of all this
Mysery
And extract it
Forever

What heals me kills me

I'm a natural assasin
A massacre in action
I've never known remorse
Or felt any compassion
This is my drug of choice
The reason demons rejoice
My rage remains a beast untamed

I bet you'll remember me now

Glutton
I am heartbreak and depression
Regret without redemption
A wounded animal
Afraid of my reflection
I am an epidemic
This is a crime of passion
The willing weak deserve defeat
The penance will be savage

I bet you'll remember me now [x2]

Bi-polar
Self-abortion
Mind fuck
Can't escape
These chains
Of shame
I'm stuck
Swollen in the mud
Barely
Standing still
Hungry for the hunt
And the thrill
Of the kill

Come on
I've always been a shadow
Content with my disease
You'll never see it coming
'Cause you never notice me
Unload
Words are the remedy [x2]

What heals me kills me [x9]
The plague rages on

I've built myself out of ash and agony
I am ready
I
Am
I
I am my own creation, I am, self-made [x3]
Destroyers
I am I
A bone heals
A bruise fades
But art is forever"
- Otep

RAWR alright, im in a RAWR mood...


EDIT: Right so now that the urge to rip someones
jugular out with my very teeth and shred thier carcess
into slivers has been somewat sedated... I took this pic
during a ..ahh wats the word everyone likes calling it these
days, Ah, the trendy phrase "anxiety attack", less anxiety,
more wanting to murder. But anyway, i realy like how the
lighting shows off the curves in the arms. Id prefre for this to
have a colder lighting,but sice my blue bulb desided to freaking
die on me ( GLARE OF DOOM ) , the warm lighting worked well
for trying to show the tense muscules, a dramatic feel almost.


lol good to know my ability to ttake a half desent photo is still intact
when im fantasizing about going on a primal masacre lolol