I feel like Photoshoots have given me a medium to speak to people with. I cant help but realize b/c of my love of shooting, behind and infront of the cam iv met so many awesome ppl that I wouldnt have otherwise. It lets me go into a mindset where I dont feel awkward and hermity.It lets me surpass a lot of the anxiety I grew up and struggled with. I rarely want to go out unless its for a shoot. But when im shooting I feel like Im a better version of myself. I get trapped in the bathroom if a spider shows up in the doorframe. But iv had one touch me during photos and been okay. Im always so dizzy and have horrible balance. Im as graceful as a moose. But when im shooting I effortlessly hop about one footed in high heels on 3" diameter poles. Its bonded me to the very best of my friends. Without it I would have never met Nana Valtieland never had the "fountain experience" which ended up being the year Shannon McBride & I shattered all our socially awkward ice that had been there for YEARS! It lets me put all my anger and frustration into energy that is productive. And let me say, im a pretty pist off person inside. To be honest, its even part of whats making me want to learn how to get over my fear of driving so I can do more of what I love. I dont think im very good at business. Or that im the best at what I do.And im always faced with the fear that the older I get the less chance for success I have. But I know i cant live life without doing it. If something means enough to you- you find ways to make it work. Otherwise? You find excuses.
____________________________________________________________________________________________ UPCOMING EVENTSAPRIL 6th [link]
: I will be walking in the Vengeance Designs runway show at the 7th annual New York Rubber Ball/Miss Rubber World! Ill also be there with my friend Nana Valtiel in matching latex military outfits so come say hello to us if youll be making it out there! JUNE 7-9th [link]
: WOO! My first year at Anime Next, who will be going? Im offering Discounted *$20*
photoshoot slots for those who may want me to take their pictures while im there. Ill be bringing at least one of my studio lights with me as well. Figure, what better way to test out the new beauty dish, right?! Whos going to jump into the lake for me?LoL
If your a photographer and want to set aside a time to shoot me, please email me at: Unseelie.allure.Photography@gmail.com
With a link to your past work and which costume you want to shoot.THE LINE UP
____________________________________________________________________________________________Behind the Scenes
Did u guys see my starfleet image on Vengeance Designs's cards? Bitchin. LoL
Apparently my commission has become one of her top selling pieces!
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